House of David: on scene

Not in a million years would i have ever guessed that so pure a beauty could exist on this physical, earthly realm...I find myself at random times feeling welling up in the deepest reaches of my heart, a feeling of love as I look at my little boy and realize all that he is. I find myself amazed that he is mine..my lineage...my mini me...the assurance that my bloodline will continue...the very footsteps that I leave in this world, my baby boy is me...and I find that as I watch him in so deep an affection, I see before me the ability to do right where my parents did wrong and it draws me into the deepest levels of meditation in understanding of self, because I hope for him all of the right that I am not...and it kinda trips me out a bit because as I take the objective view that I am lent by the Holy Spirit of myself, I find myself taking catalog of my actions and take to account all of the wrong that I am because I don't want my little boy to walk in the same wrong steps as me, and so...